"I just got an idea. It's such a good idea, I think this time it could work. I am thinking that... no, wait. I will change only those things that made everything fail, as soon as I reach there... as soon as I become who I once was, I will be the one I'm now because I will have the knowledge I got from experience. I'm thinking that, when I success, everything would be different.
Fine.
First step is being conscious about it... I guess that's already done. Next one would be knowing what I am gonna need in my trip. Even after all, whenever I reach there, I will have everything I had back then and I don't think that... bah, I don't think it would be needed.
And then, the only thing that will last to do will be kissing off all those people in my life I met lately. After all, I don't know if they will still be here when I come back, when I reach "here".
And, if everything works out for me, this will be the last post I will write in so long. Because I'll be there instead of here and, then, I will write, I will write all those things I never wrote, I will write in this blog which wouldn't be this blog, still not being any other blog than this one - being and not being, in the same time.
And, if everything works out for me, I won't commit the same mistakes. Everything will be fine. You'll stay with me and I, I will stay with you. And you wouldn't need to love someone else, you wouldn't think of someone else, you wouldn't fall in love with someone else... And you wouldn't need to throw me out of your life, because there will still be space for me. Because then, I will still be special for you.
Yes, I really think it's the best option.
And, if I want it to work, it's the only way.
Now, I have to leave... I have to go, I can't waste the chance.
They are waiting me in the past, I just have to reach there, when "there" means long, so long ago. But I'll be back... although maybe, maybe I wouldn't be the same".
Fine.
First step is being conscious about it... I guess that's already done. Next one would be knowing what I am gonna need in my trip. Even after all, whenever I reach there, I will have everything I had back then and I don't think that... bah, I don't think it would be needed.
And then, the only thing that will last to do will be kissing off all those people in my life I met lately. After all, I don't know if they will still be here when I come back, when I reach "here".
And, if everything works out for me, this will be the last post I will write in so long. Because I'll be there instead of here and, then, I will write, I will write all those things I never wrote, I will write in this blog which wouldn't be this blog, still not being any other blog than this one - being and not being, in the same time.
And, if everything works out for me, I won't commit the same mistakes. Everything will be fine. You'll stay with me and I, I will stay with you. And you wouldn't need to love someone else, you wouldn't think of someone else, you wouldn't fall in love with someone else... And you wouldn't need to throw me out of your life, because there will still be space for me. Because then, I will still be special for you.
Yes, I really think it's the best option.
And, if I want it to work, it's the only way.
Now, I have to leave... I have to go, I can't waste the chance.
They are waiting me in the past, I just have to reach there, when "there" means long, so long ago. But I'll be back... although maybe, maybe I wouldn't be the same".
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